I admire your hustle.
I don’t admire your company.
I do find you attractive but I do not find those who control your finances and housing of good taste.
I wanted to see if you needed a escape plan.
That’s why I hung around.
That old asshole you hang out with ain’t shit.
I saw how he controlled your life.
I was insulted by the way he treated me but I know his idea of me is false and he is actually just a miserable human who uses young men for whatever justification his sad life creates.